ok peeps. decided to close down tis blog. so i moved to blogspot.
new blog.
http://crappyqueen.blogspot. com.
see u there. haha.
*peace out*
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11/26/2004 10:45:23 am
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selamat hari raya!! haha. to all d muslims out there. suddenly i feel so enthu. so energetic. haha. anw. been gettin so many sms-es from so many ppl who wished me slmt hari raya. haha. i tink i got ard 20++? its like so cool dat i get to celebrate tis day. ~whee. haha. anw i reali like tis msg dat Happy gave me. its reali very touching. like very meaningful la. here goes.
andai kehadiranku me
mbawa luka
andai kelakuan + kata2 ku me
mbawa duka
ampun maaf inginku pinta
di hari yg mulia ini
inginku ucapkan slmt hari raya
anw went for d wallaby briefin juz nw. was ok la. but it was oni for an hour la. its like so wasted my time la. haix. bo pian. will be leavin on monday. 2110. reportin time 1910. takin QF52. haha. well. got a checklist.
passport - checked
stuffs - checked
money - checked
feelings - pending
i dunno. my feelings r still here. like still in s'pore. haix. but tryin to nt feel dat way. anw korkor has been very nice. he told me to take care. cos i'll be in other ppl's country. n he said 'ur brother wont be there to look after u. so take care of urself k?' so touched liao. haha. juz talked to him again n he asked me to take care again. n do him n d whole intake proud. hehe. oh ya. made a new wishlist. it juz seems to add on i guess. haha.
The List (edited)
1. fariha wants d pics.
2. azmi wans d shirts plus chocs. kiasu aint he? haha.
3. rusydi wans d koala plus kanga. haha.
4. hamz still wans dat live size kanga i tink.
5. faz wans some chocs. but he don wan those dat got d MADE IN SINGAPORE chops on them. haha.
6. wei ping wans nougats. d hard ones.
7. nadia wans d no i guess. haha. but will get her chocs la.
8. jacob. will be gettin him an x'mas prezzie. cos he's gettin me one wen he goes for glider. haha. wonder wat i shd get for him
9. faizal wans aussie girls. [abit like nadia rite? haha] he juz wans chocs. haha.
10. korkor wans nougats too. n for me to take care of myself.
11. firah. some chocs.
12. mich wans clothes. wat else? haha.
13. salleh wans chocs.
14. mom n dad wan something. but dunno wat.
15. sis wans b'day prezzie. haha.
wow. dats quite a no of things. dunno if i can get them. n i tink i probably buy everyone nougats or chocs. forget d kangaroos. haha. anw gtg. hari raya is here liao!!! ~whee. haha.
*will miss everyone so much*
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11/13/2004 11:52:36 pm
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back frm geylang serai.. a place for mats n minahs..
went to geylang juz nw. to get some stuffs for hari raya. went wif kak yati. it was a fun shoppin trip la. break fast at mac. since we noe dat d hawker centers will be damn packed la. haha. n since its geylang, theres bound to be mats n minahs. n there LOTS of them la. ok la. haf to admit dat some mats r actuali good lookin. but heck la. these ppl r like a disgrace to d malays la. like juz nw. a big group of mats n minahs r ard d place. n they r nt fastin. n they eat openly. i mean pls la. u don haf to show everyone dat ur nt fastin rite. n its fastin mth la. they don even haf d slightest respect for it. n tis mth comes like oni once a year?? i mean. if u look ard. d non-muslims respect d fasting mth. n our own ppl don. isnt it abit too ironic? n these ppl dressed like... i dunno. mats. tappered jeans n either baggy shirts or tight shirts. minahs. tight clothes from top to bottom. eeewww. like no fashion sense la. n ya. they r damn loud. ok. i admit i'm loud. but nt to their extent. hmm. mebi we shd banned these ppl? or mebi we shd hope dat these ppl will change for d better n wont b a disgrace to d malays anymore? n guess wat? even d chinese ppl r becomin mats n minahs la. like so many of them. i'm beginnin to tink dat mats n minahs is juz a trend. which ppl r followin blindly. n nw. even in ncc, u will see alot of 'mats n minahs' cadets. hmmm. dunno wat will ncc be wif these ppl. i'm nt trashin these ppl. i repeat. i'm nt. i'm juz statin facts. i writin down wat i saw n haf observed for so long. hmmm. wonder wen tis trend will come to an end....
*mats n minahs r a waste of time? u decide*
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11/11/2004 12:53:53 am
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*its nearer as d days goes by*
in one hour's time. it will be 5 more days to ex-wallaby. its gettin scarier as d date becomes nearer. dunno y. but i juz feel dat way. pls help me get rid of tis feelins. pls. *prays hard* tink will go to draw 5J on fri. n briefin on sat. haix. i dunno wat else to say ba. tink i'll post up tis lyrics. find it meaningful. n kinda addicted to it. haha. well. here goes.
NOBODY'S HOME
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
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11/9/2004 10:19:23 pm
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